02. 害怕 Afraid

Chinese

忘我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長
想我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片一起靜止的模樣
我學著堅強
堅強到不用學著不想
學著遺忘
還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
還是害怕不經意的聽聽見你的消息
然而當愛已經沉澱得太清晰
當擁有已經是失去
就勇敢的放棄
還是會害怕一個人時就很難忘記
還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
然而當愛最後的出口是分離
我會這麼相信 走下去

Pinyin

Wang wo mei you hen nu li yao zi ji qu yi wang
Na xie he ri ji yi qi shou cang de guo wang
Gu dan zai si xu zhi zhong bian de hen man chang
Xiang wo mei you hen ke yi rang zi ji bu qu xiang
Na xie he zhao pian yi qi jing zhi de mo yang
Wo xue zhe jian qiang
Jian qiang dao bu yong xue zhe bu xiang
Xue zhe yi wang
Hai shi hai pa ye shen ren jing shi zong xiang qi ni
Hai shi hai pa bu jing yi de ting jian ni de xiao xi
Ran er dang ai yi jing chen dian de tai qing xi
Dang tong you yi jing shi shi qu
Ju yong gan de fang qi
Hai shi hui hai pa yi ge ren shi jiu hen nan wang ji
Hai shi hai pa tu ran ning yuan dang chu mei you jue ding
Ran er dang ai zhui hou de chu kou shi feng li
Wo hui zhen me xiang xing
Zou xia qu
Hai shi hai pa ye shen ren jing shi zong xiang qi ni
Hai shi hai pa bu jing yi de ting jian ni de xiao xi
Ran er dang ai yi jing chen dian de tai qing xi
Dang tong you yi jing shi shi qu
Ju yong gan de fang qi
Hai shi hui hai pa yi ge ren shi jiu hen nan wang ji
Hai shi hai pa tu ran ning yuan dang chu mei you jue ding
Ran er dang ai zhui hou de chu kou shi feng li
Wo hui zhen me xiang xing
Zou xia qu
Wang wo mei you hen nu li yao zi ji qu yi wang
Wang…

English

Forget, I didn’t try very hard to let myself forget
Those collected past experiences together with the diary
Loneliness in my emotional state is becoming endless
Think, I didn’t purposely let myself not to think
Those silent looking moments together with pictures
I learned to be strong
Strong enough so that I don’t even need to learn not to think
Learn to forget
Still afraid that in the darkened night silence I’ll permanently think of you
Still afraid I’ll hear news of you
But when love is already clearly precipitating
When embracing is already lost
You have to courageously give up
Still afraid of the moments I’m alone I can’t forget
Still afraid that suddenly I’ll want not to have decided then
But when love’s final exit is to break up
How will I trust and
Keep going?
Still afraid that in the darkened night silence I’ll permanently think of you
Still afraid I’ll hear news of you
But when love is already clearly precipitating
When embracing is already lost
You have to courageously give up
Still afraid of the moments I’m alone I can’t forget
Still afraid that suddenly I’ll want not to have decided then
But when love’s final exit is to break up
How will I trust and
Keep going?
Forget, I didn’t try very hard to let myself forget
Forget…

 Translation: chinese music blog

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